| 4 months with my baby wow! |
[Aug. 15th, 2005|11:37 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  cheerful lol | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Talking to my baby | ] |
Hey guys wow its been 4 months that ive been with my baby! too bad he aint in miami, oh well he'll be back before i know it "THANK GOD" all i have to do is sleep alot so time passes by fast lol aint that smart, well guys im finally a "FRESHMAN" can you believe i finally made it lol oh and for those of you who dont know im suppose to be in 10th grade uh doesnt that suck, oh well, i love my highschool its so cool, theres alot of people i know but i really dont talk to anybody much im just into studying and trying to make my 400 comunity hours, 100 hours a year, if you guys dont know im trying to get a thing called "silver cord" it "supposebly" looks good for collages and universitys, im also going to get in to clubs most likely in 10th grade and probably ill be in one or two clubs this year but idk im thinking about it because i have so much to do, like keep up in p.e, keep working on my guitar skills, keeping my grade to a 2.0, and just plain keeping good contact with my family which is always good... im just really trying to get good grades so i can make it to collage and be a counselor for teenagers thats what i really want to do or just get into anything that has to do with physcology thats what i love to do lol. well i really need to pay attention in school because in order to get to where i want to be i got to think positive and do good, not just for my future but for my family, i want to make them proud. well im missing my baby alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alotalot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot lol well babe if your reading this i hope you know im dying to see you!!!!!!!! Well i g2g guys, love you all, but i love my baby more lol 4 months babe!
Crazy Baby Love,
CANDY "305 NIGGA TILL I DIE LOL" |
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| Long time I dont write!!! |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|02:30 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | cell phone | ] |
well hey guys, im so bored i gotta get ready because im going to my dads house... im still im my PJS!!!!!! lol well im really sad because i miss the love of my life :-( i hope he's doing good i cant wait to see him ima hug him so hard and give him a big kiss! i miss him like crazy, so much that i havent been able to sleep good but sometimes lifes a bitch you just have to deal with it. im so afraid of looseing him wow! well babe if your reading this I LOVE YOU SO DAM MUCH!! AND IM MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY HOPEFULLY time goes by fast and i get to see you soon well guys im in a hurry so i g2g Cya...
LOVE DEEPLY CANDY |
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[Jul. 16th, 2005|01:17 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | mom talking to ozzy on the phone | ] |
Hey guys, the day startted off as being mine and my babys 3 month aniversary thingy and ended up being my bday!!! woo hoo IM 15!! lol well todays the big day, My 15s party woo hoo well cya |
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| Happy fourth of july!!!! |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|02:08 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Elmo on the phone with his dad | ] |
Hey guys Happy fourth of july! today im most likly going to be with my baby or if plans change then were going next door to kookys house and chill for a while... Yesterday my cousin was suppose to go back home but he stayed! yay lol, i was with my dad yesterday and we went to the condo again and got in the beach again lol! after that we celebrated my brothers birthday (he turns 20 on wenesday!) at Tony Romas ewwww they had the worse ribs of life lol the waitter was a bitch and the happy birthday song SUCKED! also my dad was being a bitch and didnt want to take me home and i seriously didnt wanna stay so my mom ended up driving to ocean drive at 1 something to pick me up but w.e it was a good day except for the part that my dad was being a little bitch! oh well things happen! well ima go Cya!
Happy Fourth Of July
~MaD l0Ve CAndY~ |
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| WIth my cuz.... |
[Jul. 2nd, 2005|03:36 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | i should of listiened(lil flip) | ] |
Hey Crazy people whats up?, well today an awesome day! i dont know why... well we went to hialeah today to go get the dresses for the girls, we only have 2 more weeks for my 15s and im freaking out lol, hopefully i get to see my baby today "supposebly we have plans" so lets see what happens...anyways today seems to be a good day... Well yesterday practice was fun and we took some pics of me with one of the clothes i wore for my 15s pictures... i really dont have much to say so ill write later! Cya    |
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| Rainny ass fucken day! |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|06:21 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Enelyn on the phone with michael | ] |
Well guys the day startted out good untill a little problem came out right now seems to me that everyone loves to tell me off but they dont see that they do the same shit! thats why i think people should think before they talk! And no im not an ASSHOLE because you do the same shit to me (you know who you are)! but w.e i dont care talk all you want it doesnt bother me no more... well w.e enough is enough about this conversation so lets move on to "My Baby" what an interesting conversation is'int it lol well yeah we were texting and he told me i hatted him (as a joke) and i was like dont talk to me no more (as a joke) and then he said "baby come on i love you" and i said "Oky baby only because i love you ill let you talk to me" and now he wants to fight me lol (as a joke) i hope he dont run after me or anything like that because i really dont want to fight him because ill get violent lol ROOOOAAARRRRRRR! Lol im MISSES TUFF SHIT lol (as a joke) anyways im here with my two Buds Enelyn and Jessica isnt that lovely! were actting like idiots lol its so much fun! well im in a hurry and im supper hungry so ill write later! Cya
~CanDY~ |
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| at school |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|12:06 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | energetic | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | MY TEACHER TALKING | ] |
IM AT SKOOL HAHAHA LOL IM BORED HERE SITTING DOING A PROJECT WHICH I ALREADY FINISHED! LOL MY FRIEND MARLIN IS BOTHERING THE CRAP OUT OF ME LOL I JUST ATE FLAMMING HOT CHETTOS AND IM BURNING LOL WELL IMA GO BECAUSE I HAVE TO HELP THIS DUFFAS ON THE PROJECT WELL CYA! OH BABY IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU ALOT TODAY HOPE TO TALK TO YOU SOON I MISS YOU ALOT, LOVE YA! CYA!!!
CHEESECAKE KISS
~CANDY~ |
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| IM SO SLEEPY! |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|06:49 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | things we go through(hawk nelson) | ] |
Hey guys, today has been a very lazy day... i almost fell asleep in class today! i was so mad, i need to pass summer school to go to 9th grade! oh well enough with school... latly ive been thinking about my life alot and the choices ive made in life and i think ive made some bad choices but ive gottan through them i was talking to some girl in my language arts class about this subject shes been through alot in life to, she has made choices that has hurt the people she knows, i can relate to that but whatever... i was thinking about changing the way i am like act like i know what im talking about instead of taking life as a joke, but then again i really dont give a shit!! the way i am is beyond ordinary and thats what makes me ME and im proud of it lol! well i had an awseome weekend i was with my baby on saturday and sunday, saturday i went to the movies and got home and he was here so we practice dancing (me elmo and ozzy) it was fun espacially when we were talking about scary stuff and my grandmother decided to scare us and startted opening and closing the door everyone was scared as shit lol it was fun... sunday enelyn came over and so did ozzy, ozzy had brought the movie american pie and we startted watching it then enelyn had to go so ozzy and elmo startted dancing after a while they got bored and decided to go out so my mom took us to bayside i had a great time watching my cousin and ozzy act like monkeys lol they were runnning and jumping all over the place, well when we left they were full of sweat, i was so sleepy i almost fell asleep in the car but i kept awake because i was with my baby, i miss him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i love him alot i hope he knows that because its true! well guys ill write tomorrow or sometime cya!
Cheesecake love(lol)
~CaNDy~ |
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| First day of summer school!!! |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|03:41 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | hyper | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | You should of known better (Monica) | ] |
Hey guys today was my first day of summer school and woooooooooooo!!! well i had to wake up at 6am (i only slept 2hours) and i took a shower then got dressed and went to go pick up michael (he needed a ride) anyways when we got there it looked like highschool in the movies lol but only darker, i felt so damn short i looked up and there was like skyscrapper people!!! I got so damn lost in that damn school lol it was fun though, i only got two classes (language arts and science) and there straight as fuck! and like always me and my preppy ass entered the classes and just startted to talk to people i didnt know lol but hey its fun atleast for me! anyways ive been so wierd latly lol like with my thoughts and dreams, but w.e im over that i just gotta forget about all that drama and stop actting stupid but then again "what if?" lol j.k, im very hyper today and very talkative! lol well ladys and gentlemen i have just realize that i should enjoy life to the fucken fullest even if there is something trying to fucken stop me!!! Well i miss my baby alot hopefully i get to see him soon and get to talk to him in person because over phone you cant see reactions... I LOVE YOU ALOT NO MATTER WHAT and im sorry for last night i truly am!!! well g2g ill write later... |
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| hEY!!! |
[Jun. 21st, 2005|11:21 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Scars(papa roach) | ] |
Hey guys, well this weekend had its up and downs, SATURDAY i went ice skatting with My mom, Elmo, Enelyn, And the love of my life. It was fun but the only thing bad was that i couldnt be with him, i was to afraid id fall, My couzin Elmo had gotton me and i was telling him to let me go because i was about to fall and when he did i almost ate it! So i ended up skatting around in the middle talking to Enelyn! THAT CHICK IS MY BESTFRIEND!!!! Everyone got tired and wantted to go home so we did, we first went to Seven Eleven witch was cool then we went home, Enelyns mom called so we had to take her home, when we got back my baby decided to play some stupid game there lol...SUNDAY fathers day i didnt do anything because my stupid asshole of a dad payed attention to his stupid crack head wife and didnt pick me up! so i ended up watching tv and talking to my family! i got so pissed i just wantted to rip her apart uhhh! MONDAY horrible day! i showed up at my dads job and he didnt seem to cheerful! when his work was over we went to his house and that stupid crack head looked at me with a face and i was like ay lo que te espera! i was happy i made her see that i aint gonna let no scorpion ass mother fucken bitch take my dad away from me! he can be the biggest asshole BUT HES STILL MY DAD but anyways now im here just writting because i have nothing better to do than tell my life away! but w.e im out im tired of everyone!!!!!
<3 CanDY |
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| PICS OF MY PUPPY!!!! |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  busy | ] |
   
Ill write tomorrow i really dont feel like writting right now! I LOVE YOU BABY :-)!!! |
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| just bored |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | cheerful | ] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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| What A Long Day! |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | hyper | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Freaks(Krayzie bone) | ] |
Hey guys well today was the day, the day i was so nervous about yesterday, I finally took my pictures for my 15s... let me tell you the whole story of today. well it started at 7:30 am my mom woke me up and i didnt want to get up lol like always, i took a shower and waitted for the lady that does hair to come she came at 8:30 it took her 3 hours to do my hair and make up, guys im not the type to say im pretty or anything but damn i was HOT im sorry but i was i cant lie i looked good, when the lady was done with me my eyes got watery! it was 11:30 and i had gotton to the studio, the photographer was in love with my dress and he took so many pictures with it that it wasnt even funny, at 1:15 i put on this sexy top with the sexy skirt that we bought and took more pictures, it was 1:45 when i changed to my after dress party he didnt take as much pictures but he took enough, i had a big smile on my face, at 2 we were off to vizcayas we got there and went straight to change i put on the big dress again and took a WHOLE BUNCH and when i say a WHOLE BUNCH i mean more than you can imagine... people where looking at me and telling me my dress was gorgeous, some girls even looked at me with a bad face like if they were envious or something, i mean come on why? its your 15s you choose your dress you should be happy not look at other people with bad faces am i right? your only 15 once enjoy it! anyways i was taking pictures till like 4:20 and then i changed into my other outfit just like the first outfit that i used, it was a top with a matching skirt i looked good by that time the photographer didnt have to tell me how to pose i did it my self and he was loving it lol he was like "Anda, wow, yes, bueno" thats his favorite words, imagine a cuban man saying yes and wow in spanglish lol it was funny, my mom made me laugh a few times and everything was good, we headed to the part were theres i think the ocean or a lake something like that i just know its a real big piece of water lol, i posed alot and i thought i was gonna fall in the water since i was so close to the edge and the wind was blowing can you imagine me falling in that dirty smelly water ewwww! the photographer used 4 rolls of pictures plus 2 more from the studio damn! lol omg guess what the photograher told me he's gonna put a picture of me in his business so everyone can see me isnt that AWESOME lol well my mommy took some pics of me but i cant put it up untill my 15s are over because its a surprise lol anyways its time to take off my crown and i dont want to lol ima leave the hair and just take off the crown. me and my baby make 2 months today and im real happy im with him i love him alot! and i missed him alot! well guys today guys its been a bussy day and i wanna talk to my baby so i g2g Love ya
~Candy~ |
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| Practice Just Finished... |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | ELMO TALKING WITH KOOKY | ] |
Hey guys well i feel really weird because the love of my life didnt come, i had to dance with Jorge (not elmo), Michael, And Brian i felt weird it wasnt the same, i was missing a part of me and i had to keep it inside. well the walts song was on and i teared up i told my mom i wasnt dancing that song with no one except ozzy she laughed at me because i was teary, i missed him so damn much i dont know how i got through practice :-/... i hope i talk to him today and see him soon, i love him so much!!! well earlier today i had said practice was cancelled and me, kooky, elmo, and my mom went to dolphin once we got there we went directly to the food court and we ate, then my grandmother called and told us that it wasnt gonna rain no more so we called everyone and told them practice was back on. finally practice was over and EVERYONE jumped in the pool it was fun. today practice felt weird but w/e its over finally, well guys we have practice on tuesday if it doesnt rain hopefully this time my baby comes! well guys ima go workout... Baby i love you and miss you hope to see you soon... Cya!
~MaD LoVe CaNdY~ |
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| waz up guys... |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|01:32 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Hate it or love it(The game) | ] |
Im here with my cousin elmo he trying to rap this song for his girl and its real cool, well yesterday was fun we went to the store were i bought my after dress for my 15s in hialeah and it was raining like crazy so and my mom parked away from the store so we had to run but i didnt i just walked and got soaked it was fun though so w.e i tried on the dress and it looks awesome!!!i get the dress that im dancing with my 15s and the after dress on saturday and my pictures are on the 15 of this month ima have so much fun! well guys im trying to do some type of book so i can write my poems and feelings in it i guess you can call it another journal lol, i cant wait till tomorrow i wanna see my baby so bad, well CYA
~CANDY~ |
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| hey guys i finally got home! |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|12:47 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | Jumpy | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | untittled (simple plan) | ] |
Well i finally got home and im here with my neighbor kooky talking
about my 15s and the 15s he danced yesterday... well saturday was fun
my dad picked me up like around 1 and we went straight to eat breakfast
at the original house of pancakes (not IHOP) then my dad startted
nagging about my hair so he took me to some beauty saloon and they did
my hair my dad startted smilling and saying "your my beautiful baby"
and i was like "yeah okay dad" anyways i got out like around 5:30 and i
had to go to my step sisters dance recital it was cool it reminded me
of when i was in that the bad thing was i had no reception on my phone
so when i came out and finally got reception i had 9 voicemail i was
like bro you people got no life lol j.k, after the recital we went to
"LA CARRETA" on 40th street i ate "ROPA VIEJA" lol my dad told me that
im eatting dirty old socks and clothes i just looked at him with a
disgusted face and said "EWWWWWWWW" lol it was cool though. it was late
i think it was 12:30 and we were talking about if we should go to the
condo or not since its an hour drive... we decided to go since we didnt
want to sleep in the house at kendall so i was hearing my ipod the
whole ride i got really tired... once we got there the security gaurd
"panther" gave us coffee i was like yay lol i almost feel asleep when
we got there but 30 minutes later i was jumpping off my shoes lol my
dad had to tell me to go to sleep a few times but as always i never do
lol i was awake till 4:30 i couldnt sleep i was texting my baby till 3
and i couldnt stop thinking about him so i was awake till late and when
i finally fell asleep, 2 hours later my brother came in and smacked me
across the head with a pillow i just stared at him as my step sister
and my brother laughed but when i finally realized it wasnt a dream i
ran after them around the whole 7th floor lol i finally caught them and
got some water and a cup from the water fountain and splashed them with
it but like always they always get the final laugh they had
thrown me to the bed and jumpped all over my stomatch, my dad got real
mad at us and told me to take control i was "WHAT THERE NOT MY KIDS, I
ALWAYS HAVE TO DICIPLINE THEM ARENT YOU THE MAN? PUT YOUR PANTS ON AND
ACT LIKE ONE" He just stared at me that gave me a clue that he wasnt
paying any attention to what i was saying so i just got my brother and
told him that if he didnt listien to me i would go home and never see
him again, he finally came to his sences and helped me dress him...
after that we went to einstien brothers and ate i got mad because i had
no reception there either but w.e, then we went to the beach i was just
sitting there texting my baby and getting a sun tan... we were there
till like 6 and went up stairs and watched the beging of the AVIATER...
i was tired so i told my dad to take me home, we stopped by my cousin's
house and then we dropped off my step sister at her house finally i was
on my way home and i wantted to get here so bad i missed my puppy and
my family!!! well guys im probably boreing you so ill let you guys move
one with your lives lol, LOVE YOU BABE!!! I MISS YOU ALOT!oh yeah i
finally got these pics on my computer!Cya
!~Candy~!
 this is me and my loveable puppy sandy
 Me and the love of my life!
 Me showing off my hair lol
 Me hanging in the pool |
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| Whats up people! |
[Jun. 4th, 2005|11:37 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | hyper | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Hasta Cuando(Angel Lopez) | ] |
Im so nervous my 15s are almost here and im having a a great time, thursday i went to hialeah to go look for an after party dress well guys as picky as i am i finally found one!!! i was so happy with it that i jumpped in the car lol after that we went to mc donalds and i told my mom to pass by my dads work it was raining so i had to walk fast to see him, he was happy to see me he always is. next week i might go over there and work for a while get a few bucks and have fun eatting food lol. i want to go a day my little brother has soccer so i can go cheer for him and see how he plays since hes only 4... well guys life cant get any better everything is finally falling into place! ive been through alot in this age, i gained and lost things i didnt want to loose but the past is the past some people have to learn how to leave everything behind them and start over... i was a crazy ass rocker and turned into what i am today and my mom is very proud! im so happy that i cant stop smilling only when i think negative or when i look back to my past... but anyways yesterday i saw my baby i love him so much he makes me real happy, babe im glad we had that talk last night, i had to talk about it to someone it helped lol, well anyways i got to go because my dads on his way...
Baby i love you cya wensday if you come lol... CYA
~CANDY~ |
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| Awesome Weekend!! |
[May. 30th, 2005|01:57 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | The Text Message Alarm | ] |
Hey guys well some of you already know this weekend was a blast!! Friday was AWESOME i was with my baby, i love being with him! school was good that day and everything was perfect and when i say perfect i mean damn that day was good! lol saturday we spent most the day looking for stuff for my 15s we need like 40 something days to go and im FREAKING OUT lol after all that we ended up seeing some scary movie called Ghost Lake which was straight as hell and Are We There Yet? guys if you want to laugh and feel sad at the same time watch it lol its all about messing this guys life but they do alot of things that are just plain mean! lol. i didnt get to talk to my wonderful boyfriend and i was mad, i was so tired i couldnt see it was hard for me to even text him, plus to burst my bubble more i had to wake up at 7 in the morning! Sunday was the shit we went to the KEYS, it was fun the only bad thing was i wasnt with my baby (tear) but i still had fun and still texted him i missed him alot, he loves to bother me he asked me how was i and the guy i hooked up with at the keys, i was like omg this guy bro... anyways we went all the way to key west! i bought some cute light thing there (its a miracle i had money lol). after all that we went to wendys that was in isla morada (i cant spell that lol) i fell asleep on the way because it was like a 45 minute drive. after that we went FISHING i loved it, we stopped by a gas station and i got a red bull and a full throttle (two energy drinks) and on our way back home i bought MONSTER (andother energy drink) I really dont know how im sleepy right now! anyways back to the keys,i took 200 something pictures at the keys, i caught little fishes because the big ones wernt bitting but it was still fun to get dirty with the bait and taking out the fish from the needle thingy I was the first one to catch something lol i felt so special lol i had alot of fun being with my cousin and neighbor one the way back home those guys are so much fun to chill with! i put pictures of the keys so you can see the fun i had! anyways i really got to go im tired CYA
~Candy~       |
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| Its about to be a GIRL FIGHT!!! |
[May. 25th, 2005|08:43 pm] |
Whats up people well today was straight ass fuck!! I was about to get in a fight but the chick had to leave early! ill explain the story in a little bit, well it startted when i got to homeroom at 9 o'clock it was straight (as always) i talked to jessica hernandez and patricia for a while then i got to 1st period its was cool to like we got to talk and hang with our friends and shit it was fun but w.e shit was straight except for when elizabeth startted talking shit and i went up to her POINT IS IT WAS ABOUT TO BE A GIRL FIGHT!!! oh well tomorrow will be another day if she hits me i aint gonna stand there and look pretty ima punch her if she touches me!! but w.e im with my baby right now, GUYS I LOVE THIS GUY SO MUCH! ITS ABOUT TIME I SAW HIM BECAUSE I WAS REALLY MISSING HIM! anyways schools almost over and i got summer school isnt that GREAT (being sarcastic) well w.e i g2g guys CYA
~Candy~  |
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| Just got home! |
[May. 22nd, 2005|10:47 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  In love | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Scars(papa roach) | ] |
Hey guys i just got back from my dads condo and it was fun i actually
liked it! i got in the water and i actually had fun but most of the
time i was thinking about my wonderful boyfriend! i didnt have my cell
phone with me so i couldnt text him i missed him so much it wasnt even
funny... i hope i dont have to wait till friday to see him but if i
have to, i have to. its not so bad though the week goes by fast! omg
guys 1 more week left for summer vacation omg my vactaion is gonna be
so bussy!! between summer school, work, my 15s, my other 15s party my
dad is gonna make for me, and the trip to marco island wooo ima have a
blast!!! ive been having second thoughts about working though because i
want to enjoy the vacation plus im probably gonna get alot of hours of
work so i should just work when school is about to start, i wanna spend
time with my family and friends, i also want to have my weekends free
because those are the days that i enjoy the most. i really dont know
what to do i guess ill have to just think about it more!!! anyways back
to my baby he's awesome im so happy with him he always puts a smile on
my face. we get along so good we never fight and if we do its playing
around lol i miss him so much i cant wait to hear his voice and see
him! i love you baby bueno guys im kinda tired so ima go to bed cause
theres nothing better to do! Cya Laters
 :~Love Candy~:
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| My Day |
[May. 20th, 2005|10:58 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | Cheerful | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | my mom doing kunfu | ] |
Hey guys well today was okay i mean the morning was kinda bad but it got better as the day passed by! tonight was fun except for the part that no one listiened at the practices, well i loved seeing my baby i missed him so much i guess i just needed to see him and everything got better! i love him alot! well i was depressed this morning because i was thinking negative AGAIN! but then i felt better when i startted thinking about my baby and thought that i only had 2 hours to see him i was happy and i got hyper! well school had ended AND I HAD TO WALK HOME!!!! i was so hot i had to take off the school shirt and leave on this to revealing shirt i felt weird walking in the streets showing half my stomatch but i handeled it! my mom had went to go pick up my baby and my grandfathers tire was fuked! oh well it was cool wel thats all i really have to say about my day!! i love you people that supported me all the way with my life thank you guys!!! and all you hatters who wqanna fuck up my life IT AINT WORKING BITCHES! because my baby is gonna fuck all ya up lol, My damn baby wont stop bothering me lol he wont let me wirte! anyways CYA people!!!! Oh yeah BABY I LOVE YOU!!!!
~Candy~ |
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[May. 18th, 2005|07:23 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | Jumpy | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Everybody Fooled (Evanesence) | ] |
Hey guys finally i got to write well today i have to tutor the kids
uhhh well good thing is i like it and i get paid for it isnt that
SWEET! lol anyways everything has been great totally AWESOME i just
wanna jump around and laugh till i cant no more! but still there is
sadness, sadness that i cant describe its a weird feeling i guess its
because i miss my baby alot because everytime i see him it all goes
away! i love being with him its and awesome feeling! We've been going
out for a month and 3 days lol sunday was a month and he came over i
was glad to see him but i wasnt actting like my self but i told him why
and he understood me everything is great though and i love him so much
no one gonna fuck it up for us baby i miss you alot i cant wait to talk
to you and see you... well i learned how to put pics on this shit so i put them up so you guys
can see!!! g2g CYA
~Candy~
 
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| no Longer Hanging By A String----------------------------- |
[May. 11th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Everybody Fooled (Evanesence) | ] |
Whats up! well yeah today was alright! school was fun, we finally got our yearbooks yesterday and every one signed mine i have no more space i got to add paper!! i feel so loved lol anyways ive been missing my baby so much i cant wait to see him on friday, i wish people knew how much i like him and care for him!! but oh well anyways i went with my dad today for an appointment at the eye doctor! i got glasses!!!! i look so wierd ima wear them to practice on friday i love making fun of my self its so much fun! well my dad got me into the whole 'god' thingy so im appreciating things more people MY LIFE IS GOING GREAT AND WHO EVER THINKS ITS GOING BAD FOR ME ARE WRONG i mean i got a great boyfriend, a great mom, i got two kids that i care and love so much which there helping me get ready for life when i take care of them, i got everything i want and everything i need, i have an alright dad, i have a baby that i love dearly, and i got GOD!! shit LIFE COULDNT BE BETTER! im so glad all my problems went away! i said goodbye to all those thing- Cutting, Being depressed, locking my self up, AND FUCKING UP MY LIFE, hell no why would i want that? i rather have a smile than a frown... alot of things have helped me get over that stage like for one OZZY DAMN BABY SINCE I STARTTED TALKING TO YOU I REALIZED I WAS BEING STUPID AND I LEFT EVERYTHING THANK YOU SO MUCH!! also MICHAEL KID THANK YOU BRO YOU HELPED ALOT WHEN I WAS DOWN AND DEPRESSED I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO WITH OUT YOU GOOD LUCK WITH THAT CHICK YOU TALKING TO I WISH YOU THE BEST AND THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ALSO MY MOTHER WOOOOOOO MOM WITH OUT YOU ID BE A DAM RETARD LOL LITERALLY I WOULD BE A DAMN RETARD I HAVE TO THANK YOU FOR SO MANY THINGS... anyways guys my just baby just called so ima leave this and talk to him Cya
<3 ~CandY~ |
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| Subway Eat Fresh!!! |
[May. 9th, 2005|07:38 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  Talkative | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | dem boyz(boyz in da hood) | ] |
Hey guys im just sitting here doing nothing but eatting subway and chatting with Matt, today was a good day ecept when i found out the field trip for tomorrow was canceled untill next week!!!! oh well tomorrow will be a good day cause i get to see my baby!!!!!!! lol i miss him so much cant wait to see him. i found out lorena told christy i was talking shit it didnt bother me but i didnt want problems to start so i went up to her and told her how i felt i also told her that if i had something to say bout someone id tell them in there face! she understood me in what i was saying and she realized that i havent been talking shit, like i said i really dont care no more who hates me or not im straight with all that imature shit. anyways i was talking to my mom today in the car and we startted talking about cars i kept naming cars that i wantted to get like the viper Gts, the Mustang convertable, and the volvo sports (something like that). it was cool i enjoy talking to my mom shes understanding and the only person i can trust! shes not like other moms shes cooler even though she can get on my nerves and get me mad but thats okay i still LOVE HER! YES MOM I LOVE YOU LOL I KNOW YOUR READING THIS!! oh yeah a few days ago i was sitting in class and enelyn looked at me and says ima name you CANDY i was like i like that and shes yeah its cute, i made one for her too DIAMOND lol i dont know why i guess is cause of her awesome smile! so now we have new nicknames lol... anyways i g2g ima go back to eatting subway!!! Cya
-Candy |
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| ADITTUDE PROBLEM!!! |
[May. 4th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | halla back girl (gwen steffani) | ] |
What up people, today has been one of those days when you just wanna slap someone! It all startted when i was a little baby lol j.k well i got pissed at hali today, she was looking at Enelyn with faces and then turned to look at me i looked at her and i said 'what you looking at, take a picture it will last longer's she just looked and called me a slitter i was laughing at her i was like what the fuck is that, supposebly her mom taught her that word! she also taught her how to stick her head way up her ass! stupid little skinny whore what you got to say to me punk! anyways lets drop the conversation cause she aint word my words... well when i got back from school i went to the eye doctor! the stuck a light in my eye that hurt! after that my dad took me to a restaurant, he pissed me off so i told him off!! i want to show him that he cant boss me around! he doesnt want me to work and i aint gonna listien because its my life and my choices i want money so i can buy my own shit and not have to ask him for anything! all he does is complain! like when i was talking to my baby he was telling me to get off i got pissed cause umless its important i wont get off! w.e today was ruff im so damn sick and i aint getting any better, i look like crap and feel like crap awesome huh! well i got to talk to my baby for about 5 mins untill he told me he was gonna call me at 9 30 which he didnt! lol Babe i miss you alot!!!! i cant wait to see you! lol anyways i got shit to do so ill write later! Cya!
-Much Love Jessie- |
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| !!!Talking to Enelyn on the phone!!!! =-) |
[May. 3rd, 2005|09:41 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | dirty little secret (pillar) | ] |
Whats up people well im sick as hell!!! oh well hopefully it will go away! well guys im having an interesting conversation with enelyn, There is so many SHIT TALKERS with no life in this world damn bro why talk shit whats the point? oh i got a few things to tell Elizabeth so here it goes! Look chick ive done alot of shit for you and all you do is act like a damn hyprocrit in my face and behind me you talk so much shit thats not even true! like when you said i was cheatting on Ozzy, dude open your fucken eyes im fucken happy just because you aint dont mean you gotta talk shit i would never cheat on Ozzy cause theres no one better out there! so shut that big mouth of yours, you dont appreciate what you had, ive tried so hard to help you that i even made my life impossible and went crazy just to help you im glad i looked the other way and left all that shit because all you have is DRAMA AND DEPRESSION, if you were really my friend you wouldnt of backstabbed me the way you did i cant believe you, your being a hyprocrit by hanging with the people you hate! why Elizabeth? do you know how much people talk about you? why do you make your life look bad you know it aint bad you just want attention, like come on who would put pictures of there scars on there binder, talk about there family having cancer, and cutting them selves in class! what the hell all you want is attention dont you think people see that damn girl you really have made your friends run away from you, how do you feel loosing them all? me and enelyn were there for you all the way and you turned around and backstabbed us... STOP SWEARING ON YOUR MOTHER ONE DAY YOUR GONNA GET SCARED AND NEVER DO IT AGAIN! leave it all in the past i only wish you wernt the way you are, i wish you the best of luck with your life im always here for you but ill never be straight with you... It hurt me so fucken much and now you will pay!!!! Also stop kissing my ass im not gonna look at you the same ever again and i dont appreciate you trying to go threw enelyn to get to me so leave us alone you made you decision!... anyways guys im feeling better and hopefully i aint sick by friday lol, i cant wait to see my baby lol its been two days that i havent seen him! i miss him so much lol... well i g2g Cya...
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| Just got home... |
[May. 2nd, 2005|10:22 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | audio blood(the matches) | ] |
Hey guys well most of you know im dancing another 15s other than mine and today was practice, it was okay like it wasnt boring but it wasnt fun i think my 15s are funner for the reason that people in my 15s are like family, we talk alot, and we make it fun but in the 15s im dancing in no one talks to no one if it wasnt for me to actting friendly i wouldnt have meet zuly one of the girls from the 15s shes really cool i can relate to her oh and shes chuckys cousin!!! i learned the whole damn dance in two hours and i have the biggest head ach i just want to go to bed!!! today was alright, the morning was horrible i felt so bad i dont know how i managed to get up it was 9 05 when i startted feeling better i was in homeroom, 1st period was okay except for enelyn taking my phone! she was using it from 1st period to the end of 3rd uhhh i felt so empty without it, she was texting someone but whatever thats my bestfriend at school so i didnt care much i only cared when i startted missing ozzy and i couldnt text him i felt so empty, she saw me sad so she goes ima tell this guy that i got to go and i was like yay lol once i got it i text ozzy by that time i was going to lunch i was happy that i finally texted him i felt much better and preppier me and enelyn went crazy and actted so imature! we ran after little kids screaming "EARTHQUAKE" we also got chaesed by people that where annoyed by us lol it was fun... well it was 6th period im an aide so it was okay, Mr. Martinez made me file REFERALS knowing i hate them! but then he gave me a field trip form to Bestbuy hahaha i get to work there on may 10 from 8 45 to 1! oh yeah! lol it was finally 3 40 and i went home, we had to go to hialeah to pick up the kids and come back because we had to be at the practices by 7 and there was alot of traffic! by then i was kinda tired. once we got to the practices we had to do the entrance thingy, the damn lady that was teaching us how to dance didnt even explain it to me and kooky so we had to learn by watching, i caught on quick!! Guys i love dancing now its so much fun for real i never thought id be so into it but once we got in the car we put loud ass regaeton and without me noticing i was dancing lol i felt retarded but i love it lol my dancing skills have gottan better thanks to OZZY lol Thank you babe MUUUUUUUAH!!! lol bueno ive said enough its time for me to go rest so my headach will go away! CYA
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| Im Finally Writing!!! |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  ...Just There... | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Staring back (pillar) | ] |
Hey guys i have been so bussy latly i havent had time all... Well today was a weird day i felt like i wasnt me lol weird huh?, i went to gabriels house we stayed there for 1 hour and 45 minutes i really didnt do much but sit there and hear music once we left we went home and then we went to blockbuster with tony and my mom to rent some movies there we ended up getting Fear dot com and Irobot, i already had seen Irobot so i watched Fear dot com it was not that scary but it was good atleast i liked it lol my mom thought it was "violent" lol, I just finish doing my little cousins hair and she looks so cute i love little kids, Well most of you already know about Ozzy and me i really like him, today i havent stopped thinking about him Even during the MOVIE!!! lol Ozzy you should feel special well everything has been going great and i want to keep it like that alot of people have tried to put me down! well i got one thing to tell you it wont work so back off me cause all you people want is to see me depressed and not happy i aint gonna let my self be played around like that so if you got a problem say it in my face not BEHIND MY BACK! well thats all i got to say, Cya
~Ĵëşśϊčǻ~ |
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| Just woke up!!! |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|10:36 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  Blank | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Gods love (Bad Religion) | ] |
Today i didnt have school (thank god) but i still ended up waking up
early uhhhh lol im so tired i havent talked to no one since yesterday
after school ive been so damn BUSSY and so damn TIRED!!! i just found
my dog in my moms room with paper all over the floor uhhh SHE RIPED IT
APART NOOOOOO now i have to clean it lol, well im alone on my side of
the house and i dont know whos here i think my grandfather is and my
aunt but idk i havent gone to check, the dog is runing around
everywhere uhhh lol BAD SANDY shes just like me!! well guys i dont know
what eles to write cause on my other entrie i pretty much wrote
everything, OH yeah this weekend is my dads and im not gonna be
writting on here till sunday night or monday ima go to the beach
again!, anyways i g2g Cya's
-Love Jessica 
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| Living a good life... |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|06:05 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | Just There | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | The theme song of electra (the movie is on) | ] |
Hey guys well its been a bussy week and i havent had time to write believe it or not i havent even had time to think everything is happening so fast!!! thank god i have a good friend and a good mother and theres always Ozzy to talk to without em i'd be so stressed out!!! lucky for me everything is going well (in my part) but things aint so good around the house... but what can i do it really has nothing to do with me (even though it bothers), well guys im all down and shit cause i got nothing to do but clean clean clean lol might as well clean something i already cleaned. well theres practice tomorrow and i cant wait to see all my friends, some people are hatting (no one from the 15s) but oh well i know everything is gonna turn out great and thank god no one from the 15s are having drama everything is going good... Ozzy i feel like i havent talked to you in like 20 years lol your always talking to my mom!!!lol i miss you, me and enelyn havent stopped talking about Ozzy and Adriam i guess its cause we really like em... we also talked about what would happen if we got played and hurt, she told me she would be there for me and i told her ill run after Adriam lol (not like i can run lol) ima be there for her every step of the way, Girl like i told you if we ever end up pissed or hatting each other you can always count on me alright mamita i dont care if i hate everything about you ill put that to the side and help you out just like i do with Hali and everyone eles thats needed help... anyways i was in6th period today which is aide and everyone left me alone in Mrs, Baeza's office it got me mad cause i ended up reading a book until i saw Ivanna and i stayed with her till the bell rang lol i startted actting stupid when we went to go get some guy all the way at the end of the school in the feild i felt like i was skipping lol it was funny cause the p.e teacher is so tall and i spoke so low i dont think he even heard when i asked if that student was in his class lol i felt short (i always do... school hasnt been bad latly the classes seem to be ending sooner and the work seems to be easier and no big deal damn i need to seriously pass the year!! FISHSTICKS lol i g2g Ozzy ill talk to you later and i miss you okiedokie!!! im done bye bye
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| Still sick!!!! |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|02:13 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  dizzy | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | ITS HARD TO SAY-THE USED | ] |
Heyy guys, Well im still sick uhhh, i cant wait till it all goes away
for real, Well i left school early today (1:20) and im eatting chicken
lol, I guess my day was alright 1st period wasnt bad untill my eyes
startted hurtting and this kid named Andy wouldnt stop getting on my
nerves... it got me a little bit ticked off but i wasnt really paying
much attention i was thinking, for all of you that want to know what i
was thinking about well I AINT TELLING YOU lol, you all should know
already if you've read all mi journal entries, well anyways the bell
had rang for 3rd period which was kinda gross, they separatted the
girls and the guys into diffrent rooms then some lady came in the room
where the girls are and startted talkin about a womans body i was
already dizzy enough she got me worse she showed us video's of how a
baby was made and i cant stand seeing blood and stuff that are inside
my body so i felt bad, Thank god i had two of my bestfriends next to me
lol (Elizabeth and Enelyn) we startted laughing a few times but i had
pains in my stomatch, lol i couldnt take it no more, The bell for lunch
saved us lol the lady ended up leaving and we were all feeling
violatted lol i HATE BLOOD lol Oh and they showed how blood flows
through a vein i was having a damn cow, i probably had like 100 cows
lol, well ima watch tv hopefully fall asleep... Cya
...MuAz...   |
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| Hi Again! |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | You give love a bad name (atreyu) | ] |
Heyy guys im talking 0n the ph0ne with the d0rk (0zzy) l0l he's calling me a baby!!! l0l which im n0t l0l well mayb i am, well anyways he's really c00l t0 talk t0 lol he's really funny l0l i really like talking to him he's really c00l, f0r s0me reas0n i keep saying really l0l, anyways ive been letting my pr0blems pass me by l0l ive been happy latly seri0usly, well practices are 0n friday and Raquel "s0p0ssably left" anyways im really b0red and i g0t n0thing t0 d0 but talk t0 0zzy and he keeps telling me im a little baby l0l, am i really??? l0l well i have a real big head ach i guess its cause ive been laughing s0 hard, well back t0 0zzy he's really cute and sweet f0r real and i cant st0p thinking ab0ut him l0l N0 IM N0T 0BSSESED!!!, i just really like him!!! l0l ive been talking ab0ut him al0t latly Elizabeth and Enelyn listien t0 everything i say in 4th peri0d even th0ugh i havnt been there latly, anyways 0zzy if y0ur reading this HI!!!!!! lol well 0zzy i h0pe y0u like me cause i d0nt wanna get hurt y0u get me? l0l y0u alread kn0w all 0f this i think l0l im waistting al0t 0f time 0n this i guess thats the wh0le p0int 0f writting this l0l... well ima g0 d0 s0mething better cya
!!!L0VE JESSICA!!! |
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| UHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|06:25 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | My cell phone vibrate from ozzy texting lol | ] |
Heyy, man i feel so bad, im sick my whole damn body hurts im so sick damn i look like shit, the funny thing is at school im fine but when i get home my head hurts and my body ach's, i cant move (well i can but a little bit when i force it) i cant see good so if i miss spell anything IM SORRY uhhh im not in the mood for laughing, damn!!!! anyways i had CSI today it wsz alright better than friday i actually got released earlier than everyone eles (2:55) yuh well when i heard JESSICA SINCE I HAVNT CALLED YOUR ATTENTION ALL DAY YOU CAN LEAVE DAMN IT FELT GOOD... anyways i saw Michael today it seemed like he doesnt want nothing to do with me, its his choice i wanna be his friend but whatever im not gona worry about it cause he does what he wants... Well i found out ozzy was kidding when he said that i had to wait longer, my wait is his wait lol, well since he wants to talk to my mom and marry her i'll get out of his way lol Ozzy im serious i aint kidding lol i know it shows that i care but damn lol its nasty just thinking about it!!!! Anyways i wanna start working already lol i want money i dont wanna ask my mom and dad for money no more (my dad only gives me $20 and thats when i ask!!!)... well i feel bad ima go to sleep lol i'll write later when i feel better CYA!!!!
!!!Love Jessica!!! |
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| HEYY!!! |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|11:09 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | The Tv | ] |
Heyy guys i finally got tym to write, Well last week wuz tuff, it wuz hard to get through the week, i think mi life haz been awesome latly idk y Because ive been getting CSI n ive been in some dramas latly but i still manage to stand tall n let it pass me by like nothing... well anyways ive been talkin to ozzy latly n its fun to talk to him hes so understamding n so down to earth lol EVEN THOUGH HE WANTS MI MOM!!! lol anyways this weekend wuz cool except 4 the bruises i got! i got hit against all da shells n it hurt oh well im getting sick lol anyways MI 15'S R GOIN GREAT!!! i just need everyone to come atleast this fridaii, well this saturdaii im invitting every1 to the movies to c AMITYVILLE HORROR lol anyways im sick n i feel lyk crap, OH N OZZY I AINT NO BABY UR JUST OLDER THAN ME N MOR MATURE LOL but anyways Cya on fridaii (who ever reads this n is coming lol) ill write lata iight pz!
...Love Jessica... |
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| !_Yo Wuz Up_! |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|02:04 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Mi Family Talk | ] |
Heyy guys well 1:53 n im eatting a turkey sandwhich lol (dont think you
wantted to know that) anyways i had mi 15 practices again and it wuz
good i had alot of fun, Ozzy had a long talk wit me lol yuh... well i
found out raquel been texting ozzy n shes been lookin at me bad latly
like dam!!!! w.e the point is she bit mi cuzin real bad n i dont think
dats right... it gets me a lil ticked off wen she looks at me bad bcz i
didnt do anythin but i dont sweat it shes mi friend n i gotta deal wit
it... Ozzy i dont know if im doin better wit the dance moves, i feel
like i kan do better n i dont wanna giv up, hopefully EVERYTHING gets
better... Today i got CSI i knew i sud of stayed home uh i got CSI 4
today n monday its so dam depressing it smells REAL BAD uhhhh i dont
wana go i hav no reason to b there that bitch OLIVIA wuz talkin shyt
bout mi mom n dad WTF IMA DEFEND MI FAMILY ALL DA WAII OMG I HATE THAT
SKINNY WHORE DOES SHE REALLY THINK SHE HOTT??? w.e i dont care shits
str8... Well i really like Ozzy ppl say im happier than ever but idk i
dont look at those things IM A BLONDE lol anyways Ozzy i think your a
great guy 4 real n i like u alot ur diffrent then the imature guys at
mi skool, its crazi how 1 of ur x's can play around wit ur dam ENEMY n
i still talk to them dam bro i hav patients 4 real anyways this weekend
ima b at the condo mi dad bought its at hollywood beach yuh im spending
the night so i wont b writting or b online till sunday night r monday
so if u wana contact me kall da cell iight anyways im tired ima hit the
bed lol hopefully i knock mi self out lol i need to wake up early well
bye guys
Muaz 
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|09:08 am] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | Mi Mom Talking | ] |
hey guys its 9:08am n im still not at skool 4 da reason dat its raining n i knat get wet at this tym anyways i think ima go to skool in 5 minz lol well yea last night i wuz textng ozzy n i fell asleep IM SO SORRI lol i told you mi eyes burned!!!! n no i wuznt high last night i wuz just very hyper u make me laugh alot so dats probably y i sonded so dam stupid lol anyways tomorrow is saturdaii n ima spend mi first night at mi dads condo its by the beach ill write all about it wen i come back on sundaii night lol anyways ima go to skool cya
Muaz Jessica |
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| I Got A New Journal!!!!!!! |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
| [ | Mi MoOd |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | WhAt Im HeArInG |
| | anchors away (bouncing souls) | ] |
Hey guys i deleted all mi otha journals this is mi new 1 lol im so happy cuz im tryin to change mi waiiz bcz im being to imature and stupid u get me??? yuh wel yea im mor happier, im tryin to fix mi probs. wit every1, i fixed mi prob. wit olivia yuh w.e im not gona get so close cz she said so much b.s n i dont wana b around sum1 like dat... anyways ive been having a good ass day im so happy cz im so trying to change lol im much happier now im glad i had dat talk wit mi mom n now ima try to b happier n smile mor ENJOY MI LIFE TO THE FULLEST! Thanks mom im glad we had that talk N thanks enelyn n elizabeth u guys r da best u guys really understand n help me alot I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH LOL n yea i did find out who mi real friends r lol u sud already noe lol well i g2g Muaz
Much Love Jessica |
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